Shoshi's Story

Shoshi is 25 and was raised in the Stamford Hill community in London. She is currently living in Switzerland where she is studying for her IB (International baccalaureate) after which she would like to become a pilot or a robotic engineer. Hi…
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My Own Derech

Living in the heart of a major frum community, I thought there was no one like me. I either had to decide to remain in the community and keep going to shul even though I didn't believe in Hashem, or I had to go off the derech and completely…
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Connection

For me, well, I didn't even know that being “off the derech” was a thing. Of course, in the back of my mind, I knew people left orthodoxy, but I didn't know that people talked about it, not in the way I needed to talk about it. I thought…
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Not Alone

Being the token orthodox Jew in a small rural town was lonely enough. We had moved here because it was cheaper and closer to my husband's job. I made a place for myself as a sunday school teacher and organized rosh chodesh events for the women…

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Skepticism

I think skepticism is part of my nature. I have always been one to question and probe, but until my last year in high school, I hadn't thought to question my belief in god or the practice of my religion. During that year we had a weekly “mishmar”…
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Apikorsus

For at least a decade, I felt like I had a problem that had to be fixed. I desperately wanted to find some rav, some teaching, or even some segula that would cure me of my apikorsus. I spoke to countless rabbanim and frum scholars, and I would…
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Questions

I thought I was the only one. You know, the only baal teshuva to go off the derech. Surely, no other BT had gone off the derech before me and my little family. Except that I wasn't yet thinking about it in those terms. I was thinking that we…

Steve Miller's Story

Steve is 25, married, and has 3 kids. He was raised Chassidic and turned Atheist two years ago. Hi Steve, could you describe your family's religious background to us? My parents are part of the Ultra-Orthodox Hasidic sect, called Bobov. As…