People who are still living as an Orthodox Jew to the outside but on the inside have left Orthodox Judaism, have to deal with living in two worlds: the orthodox home / society / family on the one hand, and the personal beliefs and private actions of this person on the other hand.
Dealing with this phenomenon is one of the hardest parts of being a ‘closet-OTD’. Often, it is the difficulties associated with living a lie that bring people to come out about their true beliefs. One blogger that went through these experiences and documented much of it, Abandoning Eden, has written a powerful post on the topic of lying.
http://www.offthederech.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/07/otd.png00Chatzkaleh Koferhttp://www.offthederech.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/07/otd.pngChatzkaleh Kofer2017-05-26 08:32:372017-05-26 08:32:37Living in Two Worlds